
Martial Arts in Anger
Martial Arts as a Mindfulness Practice
In my software development career, in anger was a phrase that meant you were developing a program or a process out of frustration with what was available. I share my mindfulness martial art practice out of a similar frustration.
The trend in martial art practice is to stress combat effectiveness. Publications, videos, and teachers stress the art’s brutal nature, claiming that it was born in combat and violence. For certain, martial arts are combat training, but unless you are preparing for war, there is no need for that training to be brutal, or even violent. This is not the twelfth or even the nineteenth century when personal disputes were decided with duels to the death.
So, it is in anger that I approach the definition of martial arts and the reasons to practice them.
The Martial Arts Parable
Teneke was smaller and slower than all his classmates. On his way to school each morning the bigger kids would take his lunch, and after school they would push him in the dirt as they ran by him. To protect himself, Teneke would avoid playing with the other kids, and hide in his room, reading and watching television.
At night, Teneke would watch the World Fighting Show and dream of having the skills of Bone Cutter—the World Fighting Show champion—so he could beat the bullies, take their lunch, and push them in the dirt. But the next morning he would walk to school in fear of the bullies and try to avoid them.
Teneke’s great uncle owned a martial art school where he taught the same martial art Bone Cutter bragged about on television.
Sometimes Teneke would sit in on his great uncle’s classes and watch the student’s practice. When he would ask his great uncle to teach him how to fight like Bone Cutter, his uncle would say that is just television and pretend. That no one can fight like Bone Cutter, and that he just does and says those things to make money.
Teneke would insist, and his uncle would finally relent. Instead of teaching Teneke the Splitting Chop that Bone Cutter would use to send his opponents out of the ring, his great uncle would ask him to stand with his arms up and his legs deeply bent.
Teneke, feeling that he was finally learning his great uncle’s martial art, would stand for a few minutes, but his legs and arms would hurt, and he would stop. When he would ask to learn something else, his great uncle would have him stand again, saying that he was not ready to learn something new.
Finally, Teneke would stop and leave the class, thinking his uncle did not want to teach him.
One day, Teneke tried to resist one of the bullies. He had been watching carefully in his great uncle’s class as the students learned the Splitting Chop movement. After two hours of practice, Teneke was sure that he could execute a Splitting Chop to the bully and defeat him.
Instead, the bully punched Teneke in the face and made his nose bleed. Teneke, feeling humiliated, ran to the martial art school and knocked on the door. His great uncle opened the door and asked what had happened. Teneke explained that a bully had punched him in the nose and made him bleed.
Teneke was crying and blaming his great uncle for not being as skilled as Bone Cutter with his Splitting Chop movement.
“What do you mean?” asked his great uncle.
Teneke explained that he had watched in class and practiced the Splitting Chop movement in secret. But the bully beat him up anyway.
“Have you been practicing the standing postures I showed you?” his great uncle asked.
Teneke replied that he had not. They were boring and made his arms and legs hurt. “Can’t you just teach me the Splitting Chop movement the way Bone Cutter does it?”
Finally, his great uncle relented and said, “If you want to learn the Splitting Chop movement, then you must become my disciple.”
Teneke was overjoyed, but his great uncle continued, “To be my disciple, you must do all the exercises that I tell you, for as long as I tell you to do them. Do you understand?”
Teneke was so happy to hear that his great uncle would accept him as a disciple, that he agreed to the conditions without realizing that he was going to be standing around again.
Teneke studied every night after that incident. When his arms and legs would hurt, he would remind himself that he was his great uncle’s disciple and had to persevere.
As the weeks and months passed, Teneke’s health improved. He was not the smallest and slowest in his class anymore, and since he was proud to be his great uncle’s disciple, he did not hide from his classmates. As his health improved, the bullies stopped pushing Teneke down and taking his lunch. Some days, they would even walk with Teneke and he would play games with them after school.
Teneke did not notice this change in the bullies, or his own behavior. He was concerned with his martial art practice and not with taking revenge on the bullies.
Then, one evening, his great uncle asked if Teneke would like to learn the Splitting Chop fist. Suddenly, Teneke remembered why he had been training so hard. Full of understanding, Teneke turned to his great uncle and said, “I don’t need to know the Splitting Chop fist, Great Uncle. But, if you show it to me, I will practice it.”
With a tear in his eye, Teneke’s great uncle began the instruction.
Defining Martial Arts
The New Oxford American Dictionary defines martial art as “various sports or skills, mainly of Asian origin that originated as forms of self-defense or attack, such as judo, karate, and kendo.” As the Asian martial arts have grown in popularity, other cultures have shared their own traditions. Notice that while martial means warlike, the definition of the noun martial art is a sport or skill, not a means of training for war.
I struggled with this definition because it lacked the deeper meaning I have developed in my mindfulness martial art practice. After several days of research, meditation, and practice, I realized that what I wanted to accomplish with this section was not a definition of martial arts, but to define why someone studies a martial art.
Why do I study martial arts? Initially, it was for exercise. As my enjoyment of the practice increased, I discovered I needed to look beyond the physical practice to find the real reason for my enjoyment. This journey led to the philosophical foundations of Buddhism, Confucianism, and Daoism.
Through this study, I learned that many martial art masters of the past followed a similar journey. They may have started martial art practice for different reasons, but they found deeper meaning in their practice. Even when they had mastered the physical practices, they had not mastered the art. They continued their development with the study of Buddhism or Daoism.
In the beginning, these journeys are unique. In the end, these journeys are the same; the martial art becomes the teacher. A true martial art becomes the student’s course for self-evolution.
When I say that I am a student of the mindfulness martial arts, I am not saying that I learned Baguazhang or Taijiquan from this instructor or that grand master. I say that the art itself is the instructor. Proper study of the mindfulness martial arts will produce a genuine change in the student beyond improved physical fitness.
Combat Training

Many individuals are eager to learn the combat applications of a martial art. This fascination with combat comes from popular culture. Since they market martial arts as a means of self-defense, I feel it is important to explore this subject.
The first question I have for the student seeking to learn the martial arts for combat or self-defense is, “Why do you want to know this skill? Are you going to hurt someone?”
Unless you are a psychopath, the answer is no; you do not want to hurt someone, but you may feel unsafe. A feeling to which I have a few more questions: “Why are you afraid? Is it where you live? Is it how you live? Can you change either of those situations before you depend on combat?”
If you can provide heartfelt answers to those questions, and still seek to learn the martial arts for combat, then I ask that you practice five times harder than anyone else. If the practice requires you to stand in a posture for 5 minutes, then you should stand for 25 minutes. If asked to do 25 push-ups or crunches, you should do 125. If asked to practice forms for one hour, then the student seeking real martial skill, honestly seeking to use a martial art for combat, should practice five hours.
Why do I challenge you to such an extreme regimen? Because it takes that dedication to develop even a basic skill as a boxer. The idea that you can practice an hour a day, with a few minutes of hands-on instruction at the local gym, then defend yourself against an armed and determined criminal, is dangerous. Cheng Tinghua was one of the greatest martial artists ever, and he was shot dead. Will you do better?
Violence and danger are present in the modern world, but humanity has developed institutions and technologies to enhance individual safety. Take advantage of tools like security alarms, and pepper spray, for self-defense. Practice martial arts for self-development.
Few individuals persist in the type of regimen I outlined above. Most understand that their image of heroism and violence through martial art training was just that, imagination. With that understanding, they can take the middle way and the art becomes their teacher.
Types of Martial Arts

The martial arts are divided in to two broad categories: external (waijia) and internal (neijia). The definition of these two schools varies with distinctions along philosophical and national lines, and the manner of practice.
The national and philosophical difference started during the Qing dynasty. The Qing were ethnic Manchus that repressed the ethnic Han majority, even forcing the Han to shave their heads and wear a topknot to distinguish them from the ruling Manchu class. The Shaolin martial arts were defined as external and associated with the Manchu and Buddhism (imported into China) while internal martial arts were associated with Daoism (indigenous to China). In the long history of China, Daoism and Buddhism were each favored by different emperors. When the Buddhist influence came from forces outside China, it was considered an inferior system.
Another way to classify an external or internal art is to contrast their methods of practice. External styles train muscular power, speed, and direct martial applications. Most martial arts are classified as external styles. Internal styles train body connection with awareness of spirit, mind, and breath. Internal martial art training includes standing, stretching, and exercises to improve muscular strength.
In his book on Taijiquan, Sun Lu Tang says that Zhang Sanfeng realized that his Shaolin training caused overexertion from the use of too much strength. This overexertion was causing him physical harm, so Zhang Sanfeng corrected his practice by applying the principles from Bodhidarma’s original exercises with the Dao. With this practice, he obtained a smooth and balanced qi. While few mention the Huang-di Neijing’s imprint on internal martial art training, preferring to give the credit to Bodhidarma, its influence is evident.
This later definition of an internal martial art allows any martial art, or even any physical training, to become an internal practice. By shifting the focus of training from physical (preoccupied with the body and its needs) to physiological (the functions and activities of life) the practice method and purpose changes.
Why do you practice martial arts?
You need to decide why you desire to practice the internal martial arts. This decision will define the art for you. Once made, this decision is not fixed; it will morph to include different (or even all) aspects outlined below. For now, choose one of these five reasons before continuing:
Medical Focus
You desire to be in better shape but are not engaged with modern exercise programs. Your practice is based on your current physical condition (no overexertion allowed) with the goal of improving health.
Mental Focus
You feel out of shape mentally. You may feel depressed, cranky, or just have a perplexing problem that you cannot solve. Your practice is focused on breathing and attention with the intent of improving your mood.
Spiritual Focus
You feel that it is time to develop a deeper understanding of yourself and the world around you. In Daoist practice, the student seeks to be in harmony with the Dao. The Buddhist practice seeks understanding and enlightenment. A middle way (Zen), is to seek enlightenment by following the Dao. You can associate your practice with any spiritual belief system. You do not have to become a Daoist or Buddhist to practice the martial arts.
Community Focus
You recognize that engaging yourself and others in physical exercise is one way to improve your community. This idea is not unusual; many Japanese firms implement a calisthenic routine for their employees. Studies show that healthy individuals reduce healthcare costs, take fewer sick days, and are more productive.
Martial Focus
The last reason to practice would be the martial one. The purpose of practice is to gain physical power, speed, and skill to overcome an opponent in a fight. The martial student is fully engaged in the other four aspects as well, recognizing that proper warriors contribute to their community, through physical, spiritual, and mental well-being.
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I have practiced martial arts for over thirty years, and I have never read an essay as concise and prescient as this one. In an age when violence has consumed our political discourse, and children know to rub a victim’s blood on themselves to pretend to be dead, we need more of this, and less of the nonsense I see so much on most sites promoting martial art practice. Troy is a real master of these arts, and you would do well to listen to his wisdom and hear his teachings. The real meaning behind form practice is not to learn a new way to kill someone, but to stop the violence you would do to another. Thank you for this. I really needed it after the Uvalde, Texas shootings.